Dear Lord,
These couple of months have been nothing but darkness for me at work. I had always ask You "Why me?", hoping for an answer. There were times of tears, anger, rejection. These led me to stupid thoughts of depression, suicide, or just running away.
I told myself "Perhaps this is my cross during Lent period, and after this it will be ok". Well, just couple of days ago, I was hit with another round of bad news. I'm so tired Lord, so tired. What is in store for me? What is the lesson to learn? I'm so confused.
Sometimes I will say to You that I will take up this as a passage of my journey, but the mind can be so weak at times! Halfway through, i feel like giving up. My faith, my flame, is it still burning? It is like a lit candle out in the open - subject to the wind, the rain. It can be extinguished anytime now.
God, I always give praise for the good things that happened in my life. I now pray for guidance in times of bad. I thank you for letting me this path, as I try to mold and transform into a different being. Add value? Perhaps. But as I walk to this journey, Lord, please protect this fragile little candle from being extinguished. Thank you Lord for listening to my prayer.
Amen.
These couple of months have been nothing but darkness for me at work. I had always ask You "Why me?", hoping for an answer. There were times of tears, anger, rejection. These led me to stupid thoughts of depression, suicide, or just running away.
I told myself "Perhaps this is my cross during Lent period, and after this it will be ok". Well, just couple of days ago, I was hit with another round of bad news. I'm so tired Lord, so tired. What is in store for me? What is the lesson to learn? I'm so confused.
Sometimes I will say to You that I will take up this as a passage of my journey, but the mind can be so weak at times! Halfway through, i feel like giving up. My faith, my flame, is it still burning? It is like a lit candle out in the open - subject to the wind, the rain. It can be extinguished anytime now.
God, I always give praise for the good things that happened in my life. I now pray for guidance in times of bad. I thank you for letting me this path, as I try to mold and transform into a different being. Add value? Perhaps. But as I walk to this journey, Lord, please protect this fragile little candle from being extinguished. Thank you Lord for listening to my prayer.
Amen.
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